(This song references both the repression of my childhood, secrets, and forms of abuse that manifested themselves in the walls of my old home. The next part of the song is about how I have grown to understand this and how grateful I am to share and give every piece of my life to my partner who gives me unconditional love back. I am experiencing growth at last. I am so fortunate to be loved and I wanted to express these contrasting feelings.)
Insecurities bludgeon me
So much erased
Moments wiped blank
These feelings intensify and my roots will slowly die.
There is no control. No home to remember only white walls and locked doors.
Nobody knows this truth more than me
Locked doors/White Walls
(Dedicated to my fiancée Bailey)
But every day I share with you, I am beginning to see such beautiful things.
I will continue to expose every protective layer inside of me
I want to be what helps you through every miserable day.
A true connection that is never lost.
Growing new roots
Insanely heavy hardcore which crashes around your head for days,severe impact to audio senses from tortured screams of pure heavy vocals,definitely not for the faint hearted. Fantastic band,passionate album FFO Birds in Row,Portrayal of Guilt and Cara Neir Darknight